inside jamari fox inside jamari fox - taking you real deep

i’m being dramatic af with that title.
i’m good tho.
many of us have an issue with leading folks on.
yes,
you might have that issue.
i’ve been led on and i’m guilty of doing it at times.
we meet folk and not really be feeling them,
but we flirt/sleep with them in “the moment”.
they are usually a convenience to entertain until the right one comes along.
my straight home-wolf,
who i consider my straight boyfriend,
actually did that to another gay fox he met…

…and is confused about why the gay male is attracted to him.
he didn’t smash or get his dick sucked by the gay fox,
but he did sort of dangle the idea of the potential penis in his face.

you can’t be handsome af,
masculine,
charming,
and making a lonely gay male feel special.
not every gay male is gonna be like me.
i learned a majority of straight males don’t think at times.
the curious ones like to always be in control.

I let them.

i like to flirt and feel sexy…

but i know it’s a dub that won’t lead to me getting any penis.
nothing’s worst than falling for:

The unattainable straight male
The curious but mind gaming “straight” male

run away from those emotions.
don’t put them on a pedestal.
males in this life of ours do it too.
hell people.
people are still people and can be trife af to whoever they feel they can manipulate.

Most people crave attention

this is why social media and “likes” exist.
it feels good.
it makes our sex organs heat up when someone makes you feel sexy.
we sleep better at night when we have someone under our control.
that’s just life,
leading folks on never ends well especially when they’ve never been in control.
i can feel in my foxy sense that this situation is gonna end in chaos tho.
even tho i’d think he is stupid for even getting his feelings get hurt,
i’m probably gonna side with the gay fox.

lowkey: when you learn how to control other males,
regardless of sexuality,
and truly keep your emotions in check,
that is the most powerful thing ever.
it goes way beyond sex.

my straight boyfriend cheated on me with another gay male jamari fox