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ever so often,
i see something on twitter that puts jumper cables under my seat.
^that question had me thinking about it after i saw it.
shit has been so heavy in the world,
i wanted to keep it light with a majority of these entries today.
out of those 4 wolves:
lowkey: you know some folks be full-on debbie downers at times.
“well,
i just don’t think they’ll be wolves because the mathematical equation would equal…”.
like hi,
shut the fuck up.
thanks.
so in my fantasies,
out the 4…
let me break down the one i’m not choosing.
KALDRICK KING
i felt him when he said this to tariq:
…and he is sexy and the type of aggressive that is a turn on,
but his insecurities made him beat down tariq when they got caught kissing!
he is a violent liability!
even though he found himself towards the end,
no one wants the aggressive insecure wolf who will put paws on you.
those are the types that have an insane need for control.
they love fuckin’ you,
but can’t even greet you as a friend in public due to feeling like folks will find out.
even if ya’ll in a whole nother state,
they gonna feel someone is gonna spot and out him.
if you drop his ass,
he will become a stalker and that can lead down a dangerous path.
nah homie.
i’d only deal with the evolved kaldrick king.
the ones i’d give my number and add to my roster:
WADE
when i was younger and watching “noah’s arc“,
wade was like my ultimate fantasy.
i loved the way they looked at each other:
God,
i want a wolf to look at me like i make the world stop each time.
he started out as this straight but made it obvious how attracted he was to noah.
it helped he was fine af too.
i dug how their relationship developed during that first season.
they had their ups and downs,
but they ultimately made it down the aisle.
wade is the type of evolved wolf that i’d be really into.
LIL MURDA
like wade,
lil murda became obsessed with uncle clifford when he first saw him.
he knew what he wanted and went after it.
again: sexy af to me.
even tho it would be risky af since he’s pursuing a rapping career,
lil murda is honest and doesn’t seem to be selling dreams to uncle clifford.
since it would be a discreet situation,
i’d see what’s he’s like on that private.
ultimately tho,
i’m choosing:
CHIRON
first off,
his bawdy drove me crazy.
chiron is that type of quiet confidence that drives me crazy.
that fact this mofo never forgot about kevin and went to find him…
“yes,
i’ll marry you.”
a male understanding of his sexuality,
even if it scares him,
is really attractive to me.
he gets points for not leading on vixens in the process.
i find a lot of males are attracted to me,
but they are intimidated by their attraction to me (if that makes sense).
so they play these silly mind games and leave me in emotional turmoil.
i found chiron’s story arc appealing because it’s the evolved male.
he loved kevin and wanted to continue what they started as teenagers.
i mean he was wet dreaming over him.
not to mention that chiron was a big muscle teddy bear.
he was hard on the outside but…
this scene is so vulnerable.
i cried in the movies during this part.
yeah,
i’m picking chiron.
Who would you pick out of the 4?
which male of gay representation on tv/movies would you pick to be your boyfriend? jamari fox