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“the more you’ll die for someone,
the more they’ll kill you.” – quote i saw on a youtube channel, x brilliance
males are interesting.
well,
let me not say males cause i know a few idiotic vixens.
People are interesting
they will treat you horribly,
ignore you,
but when you dip out on them or die…
They want to tell the whole forest just want an amazing person you were/are.
i think it’s human nature to neglect things we possibly love.
that is the story of diddy for me.
diddy is interesting…
so i grew up with diddy.
he was a major part of my childhood on the east coast.
he is pretty much an icon and legend within the music business.
he has put many of the map,.
as of late tho,
i’ve noticed something is “off” with him.
i could be wrong,
but it seems like he is dealing with something heavy these last few months.
between this conversation about his baby’s mother,
the late kim porter:
Also shows a statue he had built, honoring her, before she passed 
and then this:
was kim and him even together like that tho?
i thought cassie was the one for him.
hell,
we can even font j.lo.
this really taught me something.
well 2 things.
1 – We need to give people their flowers and respect them when they’re in our lives.
Instead of playing games,
be 100 with them and let them know where you stand.
2 – You can spend all your life chasing someone,
begging them to love you,
and still be number 2 in their life.
it isn’t until they have their “a-ha” moment is when you MIGHT get claimed.
personally,
i’d strive to be the “98-02” j-lo when it comes to males.
one thing about her,
she knew her worth.
when she dated him and they broke up,
she moved tf on to someone else.
there was no reconciliation,
but she still remains good friends with him to this day.
sadly,
kim has always been in the shadows of his life.
she came out as reliable and a safe place for him.
i think she knew her place.
i don’t think diddy was ready for her,
but he realizes that she pretty much completed him.
sometimes it takes a while for folks to get their “a-ha” moments.