inside jamari fox inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
during loss,
folks tend to get very empathetic and “loving“.
if you noticed,
males you probably haven’t spoken to in a while are hitting you up.
when you’re at your lowest,
any attention can be heightened.
this is why some people end up fuckin low hanging fruit after a break up.
you’re vulnerable and in need of attention.
during “rona 2020“,
if you pay attention,
it can show where you stand with others…
yesterday,
i reached out to a wolf that i thought was cool.
highlighted keyword: “thought”.
when he sees me in public,
it’s all this love and affection.
on socials tho,
besides story watching,
it’s very quiet on his end.
i’ve reached out twice in the past and got a nice “seen“,
but when we see each other in public,
he is always trying to get my attention.
weird.
i made sure not to have high expectations this time.
even tho my empathy is heightened,
he might be the same through and through.
since i sent the dm:
He “seen” it,
but didn’t respond
yet,
he found the time to update his stories.
some people are weird bro.
they will cry when they get no attention,
but don’t know how to be decent human beings.
better yet…
They fully understand everything they do and don’t give AF
i sent the same messages to others and got responses instantly.
“thank you so much for checking in on me.
i really appreciate you for doing this.”
these are from friends,
foxholers,
and wolves i’ve posted.
Folks act too cold that they end up freezing everyone out their lives.
i guess this was the sign to finally realize where i stand with him.
nothing makes sense and i’m bored trying to figure it out.
i’m good love, enjoy.
low-key: with some folks,
they are so depressed and in their own worlds.
shit is stressful at this moment.
they don’t reach out first.
don’t get insulted or “wait for them to respond”
pick up the phone and send the message.
the rona is revealing the true nature of how folks feel about you jamari fox