inside jamari fox inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
i’m not gonna lie,
but dating really sucks these days.
often times,
i get stuck in thinking it works better for the straights.
well most of my straight vixen friends are:
single af
in “situationships“
trapped in whole fwb dead end
my one lesbian bff i know just got engaged tho.
other than that…
The straight wolves I know are thriving tho
pussy by the pound,
plenty of options,
and getting into full blown relationships (many are terrible at them).
i know some who are doing all three.
from gay to straight males…
most of them are ice cold.
you think your warmth will penetrate them,
and they act like it does,
but it all leads to them hurting you in some way.
hurt people; hurt people.
it’s not even about being picky either.
most of the wolves i’m into in real life are pretty regular.
handsome,
but regula degulas.
most of the times,
i’m the bigger catch than they are.
most of the times,
they tend to be this lovely,
confused,
“fighting my bisexual urges” too.
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the only person i dated that was a “fantasy” was the baller wolf two years ago.
All of them turned out to be fuck bois on the low or high key
one of my foxholers experienced this recently tho.
two weekends ago,
he hit me up to tell me how he met someone great.
they were really vibin’ in texts,
but the date was the right kind of energy.
for a single fox looking in,
it gave me energy to throw my hat into the dating ring again.
i hit him up tonight to ask him how it was going.
Dude ghosted him after the amazing date
jackals have this nasty habit of leading you on and then ghosting you.
they never tell you they’re not interested or what you did.
you gotta have a crystal ball up your ass to figure it out.
it really is the fuckin’ pits.
it’s always a challenge to get someone to genuinely fuck with you.
Where the fuck are the pineapples that will genuinely fuck with you?
not “fuck you“,
or “fuck you!“,
but genuinely fuck “with” you.
it makes me dread meeting someone,
getting invested,
letting my guard down,
and then get ghosted.
that would drive me into a major depression.
the same foxholer sent me this in dms just now:
110%.