inside jamari fox inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
the person we think he is might be is always better when we jack off.
seriously.
the fantasy is always better than the reality with a majority of these males.
tbh,
i think this is where most of us get caught up
we see them in person or in public,
they go to our schools or work at our jobs,
and they look really fuckin’ good.
they start working out and you start seeing them in a new light.
we daydream because of how they look that…
treat us good
fuck us good
be good for us
…but in actuality,
it’s never what we imagine it to be.
that is the thing about the dangers of crushes and infatuations.
we put them on these high pedestals that we create in our minds.
every time we jack off to them,
we apply another stack to how good he might be to us.
we start getting butterflies over a false representation of who he is.
We need to be realistic
our minds will always create the best version of someone we like.
when we barely know someone,
all we can go off is the physical and other tiny glimpses in to their personality.
his physical appearance is really what we are attracted to.
handsome face
plump chest
big arms
his ass looks good in pants
sometimes,
he is a whole snack with many parts to feast on.
we heard that he is actually good in bed by someone who leaked his dick report.
We are really attracted to his physical shit
that’s where the problem starts.
all that lasts for so long until the honeymoon phase is over.
you see how some of these vixens regret fuckin’ some of these males after a while.
he isn’t intimated or shy that he doesn’t speak as much.
watch his behavior with vixens and you’ll see the true him.
more than likely,
he is straight.
if he happens to get down,
he might not be attracted to you.
chasing him only leads him running further away.
when we do have a chance moment,
we turn measly crumbs into a full course meal.
foxhole…
if he isn’t jumping through hoops to get our attention,
asks for our numbers,
or wants to get chill alone…
CANCELLED
…and that’s okay.
there are plenty of other gay/bi males in the forests.
let’s try to shut down the fantasy and stop jackin off to the thought of him.
that only leads to more feelings and a harder time of letting go.
*something in my spirit led to write this.
it might have been for you or me.
he is always gonna be prince charming when you jack off to him jamari fox