inside jamari fox inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
“waddup?” he asked on the other line.
he was fine.
like,
“fine fine”.
it’s been a long time since i’ve talked to someone i was interested in.
years,
probably.
i was attracted to him tho.
we been talking on and off for a few days.
he’s definitely someone i could see myself with long term…
“nothing,
sup with you?”
“nada,
ya know,
long ass day…”
even though we been talking real heavy,
i didn’t know where it was going.
i’m tired of being some hole for random wolves i’ve met off chat sites.
at this point of my life,
i want more.
i really want a relationship.
in the middle of the convo,
i decided to cut to the chase.
“so what you lookin’ for?”
“whatchu mean?”
“i mean…
what are you lookin for as far as dudes is concerned?”
“tbh,
nothing serious.
i’m not trying to be in a relationship right now…”
this was my chance in being honest.
telling him that i want a relationship and something serious.
what if he stops speaking to me tho?
what if he ghosts me?
he is real fine and i don’t want to fuck it up.
so i say…
“nah,
me neither.
i’m not looking for anything serious right now.”
“aight cool cool…”
ok,
good.
i guess i moved to the next round.
“so what you doing tonight?”
“nothing,
what you doing?”
“i’m trying to be doing you…”
even though i wanted something serious,
i been real horny and he is fine af.
so about two hours later,
that’s what he did.
he did me goooooooood too.
my eyes was rolling back into my head and my toes was curling.
he fucked me like he knew my body needed it.
after round 3,
i wanted him to stay over.
i wanted to feel those nice ass arms wrapped around me.
he said he had to go,
but was gonna hit me up later.
the next day,
i texted him to see how he was doing.
no answer.
i didn’t want to look thirsty so i held off.
i waited and texted him a few days later.
nada.
“i‘m horny” –i sent him that text at like 1130pm the next night.
“oh yeah?” he responded instantly.
he came over two hours later to fuck my brains out.
i tried to give him the best tail that i could.
threw it back on that dick and rode him like there was a saddle on his hips.
i wanted to let him know that i missed him.
he was really into it too.
after we fucked,
he said he was hungry.
i fixed him some breakfast food and we ended up talking for a while.
he was so gorgeous.
maybe,
things will be different?
maybe he will change his mind and fall for me?
since it was so late,
he decided to stay the night.
we cuddled and it felt good,
ya know?
those big ass arms were just what i needed.
we all want to feel love in one way or another.
during the night,
he would squeeze me real tight.
sigh.
he’s like my perfect wolf.
in the morning,
he woke up early,
flipped me over,
and dug me out mercilessly before he left.
he told me he’d hit me up later on in the day.
I didn’t hear from him in a month
he claims he was busy,
but that’s bullshit.
i texted him damn near every day.
he read my messages so he can’t be that fuckin’ busy.
he made me feel like he was interested in me.
wtf?
i mean…
my body is good enough to nut in,
but i’m not good enough to be with?
—-
sound familar?
lack of communication is the leading issue why there are so many misunderstandings.
if someone says they aren’t looking,
but you want something serious,
you need to keep it moving.
foxes…
Good tail and great head isn’t gonna change anyone’s mind.
i thought i could get him into a relationship with my butt cheeks jamari fox