inside jamari fox
inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
i’m up.
i been up since 3am.
i had some stuff on my mind.
i have the internet paper,
so time to allow my fingers to release it…
so around the time i was going through hell at work,
my old boss hired this jackal to our department.
he started out pretty cool with me,
but as soon as he saw the shiny new toys (aka liar liar),
he started being real funny towards me.
well ain’t it funny…
it was revealed today he is under investigation for stealing company time.
he also has been getting bad reviews for his work ethic.
he started to get real stagnant because he was at the “cool table”.
well liar liar pretty much talks shit about him so…
…ain’t it funny?
i was walking through 125th today.
in that area of harlem,
there are a ton of street vendors selling things on the sidewalks.
many sell incense,
accessories for outfits,
oils of your favorite perfumes/colognes,
music,
and a little of any and everything.
today,
however,
i was looking for some white sage.
i like to burn sage to remove any negativity around me.
it works.
it also makes my crib feel really peaceful.
so i got to this vendor and he had the sage i was looking for.
he was by himself on that particular sidewalk.
well he told me a big one was 14 and the smaller bags were 4.
ok cool.
when i reached into my wallet,
i only had 3 dollars and two 20s.
he didn’t have any change for my big bills.
“so do this…
give me the 3 dollars and you can owe me the other 1 next time.”
okay then cool.
so i gave him the 3 dollars,
but my foxy senses was buzzing.
it told me to break a 20 somewhere and give him that dollar.
i went into a store,
got some change,
and politely walked back to hand him the dollar.
“wow.
thank you.
you are a pretty honest fox.
other people have walked right past me that owe money.”
i am definitely not a perfect fox,
but i like to think i am a pretty decent fox.
life has not made me bitter,
nor have i allowed it to break me.
i have had a ton of negative shit happen,
but i still try to remain as optimistic about life as i can.
it ain’t easy,
but it works.
i always believe blessings are right around the corner.
it was a blessing today at work when this wolf was exposed.
he was apart of trying to bring me down at work,
listening to an even bigger dumb ass,
but who now has the bad rep today?
with the people who are most important.
the higher ups.
they both tried to throw stones at me from behind glass.
when someone is out to hurt me,
they end up failing and being exposed for their trifling ways.
#sorry4ya
in life,
there will always be jackals and hyenas who try to bring you down.
they will turn against you,
but its your character that should speak volumes.
people can sense when you aren’t about the fuck shyt.
so when it comes time for judgment,
you know that nothing can be used against you.
you don’t have to prove yourself to people.
kissing ass and being in everyone’s face reeks of corn ball behavior.
its when you have the choice of being an asshole or a good animal,
how quickly you respond to doing good deeds,
and making sure you are on point in every aspect of your life.
not everyone needs to be fought.
letting people drag you through the mud can be the best defense.
if their reputation is flimsy,
they will break sooner or later.
life always has a way of showing us the real characters of people.
the ones who throw rocks behind glass.
people can be stupid and end up destroying themselves.
ain’t it funny?
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