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i hung out with a straight wolf pack today.
well the one i know from work,
but he brought his home-wolves with him.
i decided to go to an brunch event.
it was in the city and it was a beautiful day out.
i was contemplating whether i was gonna go,
but i’m trying this new thing of “getting out the crib”.
since i’m cool with him at work,
and he promised to buy me food if i came out,
i decided to go.
i don’t turn down food.
i wore something real laid back casual…
white t shirt
ripped jean shorts
white low top sneakers
silk black and white ascot tied between the jean loops
as soon as i got to the city,
they were waiting for me around the corner.
i was nervous when i saw these 4 wolves posted up.
they were all attractive too.
they all had bawdies and better style.
there was this dark skinned one…
my RAGING loins.
ugh.
i get nervous around new straight wolves i haven’t met before.
i don’t know how they’ll take me.
as soon as i walked up to them,
i was shown so much love.
they complimented my outfit and one said he liked the “kanye” vibe.
pre “non maga” kanye,
i hope?
anyway,
it helped me a lot tho.
i really miss male energy around me as i know a lot of vixens.
not saying they are bad or anything,
but the foxhole is my only other source of testosterone.
i had a real good time today.
they weren’t like the typical straights.
they were funny and it wasn’t all “bitch this; hoe that”.
they saw vixens they liked,
but they weren’t disrespectful.
i didn’t feel left out or awkward around them either.
they knew i was new so they let me in.
i’d love to find gays who act like this.
i found out there is a fox at work that likes me.
“he deadass was fiending to know if you was coming…” – straight home wolf said.
i’m cool with the fox,
but i’m not on that type of time with him.
he isn’t my type at all,
but i appreciated someone who found me attractive.
i’ve been feeling invisible for a while.
i almost started to think my name was “casper”.
i think i had too much to drink,
mixed with the food i ate,
because i started feeling sick.
they were gonna bounce to another event,
but i told them i was going home.
they all gave me dap and asked me if i wanted to chill again.
i’m down.
i called an uber and was out.
i hated to leave so early because i was having a good time,
but i knew i’d be no good out here.
as soon as i got in the crib,
i kid you not,
i got a text:
“yo what’s good?
i miss you man and checkin to see how you been…”
it was a number so i didn’t know who it was.
turns out that it was ww.
i don’t know if he was trying to be nosy or what,
but i kept it very short.
there will be no reconnecting on a friendship level.
once you cancel me; i cancel you.
