inside jamari fox
inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
i may never ride a roller coaster again.
i’ll probably never perform on stage.
well,
i can’t sing so that’s highly unlikely.
i’m sure i’ll be a mess when it’ll come to accepting awards tho.
a fox can dream.
i’m fonting this because…
I suffer from anxiety and acid reflux
it makes my life a living hell.
if i eat the wrong thing,
i’m throwing up.
when my anxiety raises to hell,
i’m throwing up.
it’s the worst.
today,
i decided to eat general tso chicken for lunch.
i was excited af about it too.
so much so,
i took a picture for my insta snap on the foxhole ig.
it came with wonton soup for a side.
no sooner after an hour,
my stomach started doing back flips.
i tried to hold it down as much as i can,
but as soon as i was about to leave,
that’s when it hit me.
i spent almost an hour in the bathroom.
I don’t do “sick passenger” on the MTA
one of my biggest fears and pet peeves.
i wanted to make sure i was good before i got on there.
that train ride felt like doom.
i had to play games on my phone to distract my mind.
i got home,
even tho i threw up on the street,
but i was really nervous and frustrated at the whole debacle.
the last two times i went out with the pretty vixen,
i threw up my meals.
each one i paid for so you can imagine how annoyed i was.
i’ve gone to different doctors about it in the past.
they have ran tests and my stomach has come back fine.
no ulcers or anything serious.
it’s all nerves and worry.
so i don’t know what to do anymore.
i’ll probably suffer with this for the rest of my life.
it was lite when i was a cub,
this particular season of my life has been different.
it has been a lot heavier.
ugh.
i guess we all have “something” we deal with.
stomach issues just happen to mine.