inside jamari fox
inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
i don’t know if in this season of my life i’m a tad more realistic nowadays.
i always try to be optimistic,
and my dreams are as high as the stars,
but i’m not trying to live in fairy tales any longer.
life is hard out here and love is even worse.
that’s the reality.
everyone has a struggle.
a vix-bi sent me a ig post from snl comedian,
leslie jones,
leslie is 50 years old and been on her work out grind rather heavy.
i wanted to share it with the foxhole…
see this is the problem here:
“I know it not I’m healthy and look good but I really feel like “what’s it all for” if the people you want to notice don’t.”
is she working out for herself or to get a wolf?
let’s start there.
as depressing as it sounds tho:
we all may not find love in a hopeless place.
you know what it’s like trying to date males out here.
i see what sistas have been talmbout.
i use to admire jay and b and look at how that turned out.
hell,
most of the “#ships” i admired turned out to be trash.
folks think falling in love is like looking for grapes at the grocery store.
we can control our our goals and desires,
but what we can’t control is another wolf/hybrid/or fox.
like i fonted before,
i’m not looking and i’m okay with that.
i’ll flirt,
and i might fuck if i’m open,
but i’m so good at the moment.
males are stress and i ain’t about to be looking old over some dick.
nope.
nada.
not at all.
the wolves i’ve wanted usually are:
straight
confused and confuzzled
sex workers on social media
since i’ve finally realized that i’m poppin’,
i’ve started working on loving myself.
frfr.
it’s been going great.
so leslie may just die alone.
that might just be her reality.
stop chasing tho.
if it’s meant to be,
it will be.
if not:
Make sure you be the best,
look the best,
and live the best
all you can do.
lowkey: something tells me,
if leslie wasn’t famous,
she would have a wolf.
her celeb personality is very “in your face”.
Leslis Jones May Die Alone (and that might be okay)
Jamari Fox