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inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
i couldn’t do a fraternity.
i can “do” a fraternity wolf,
but i can’t do all that hazing nonsense.
like,
i’m not being degraded so i can be accepted.
i’ve been to a few parties were frat wolves were in attendance,
and i loved the comradery of what i witnessed,
but i can’t deal with what you gotta do to achieve it.
so mto got an anonymous letter about what one had to do in hazing.
i didn’t know alleged gay sex was part of hazing nowadays.
a vix-bi sent me the lead like so…
I’m biracial with a white mother (never met my dad) and she raised me in a white suburb in New Jersey. Because of that, I decided to go to New York for school and join a [Black] fraternity my junior year. I was inspired to become more pro-Black and explore my black side. I wanted to learn more about black brotherhood and explore the side I had been missing out on. What I got was about 2 months of humiliation, intimidation, and an intro into disturbing and gay activity- all for letters.
[One] night we all got in trouble, Instead of taking wood, we had to line up and close our eyes.
Now the only way I can describe what happened next is, it was like that scene in the movie Burning Sands when they had to basically line up to f*ck the same girl (which we also did), only this wasn’t a girl. It was a dude I recognized from the track team.
He had a girl and everything, she lived in my dorm Freshman year. When it was my turn to be with him, we agreed that I would just get he*d. My LBs said they did the same but who knows. It isn’t the first time we’ve done sh*t like that and I was surprised at how casual everyone’s attitude towards the gay sh*t was (except a couple of my LBs).
My question to yall is does what I did for my letters make me gay and if I were to ever open up to a female and tell her about this do you think I will get rejected and exposed? I only took part in the pledging process once after I was made. I only beat the pledges, I didn’t do none of that gay shit but I was in the room or playing lookout during some of it.
um…
it’s mto so take this with a grain of salt,
but it could be true too.
there are so many gay/bi frat wolves out here.
i hear the kappas are notorious for allegedly getting down.
as far as his inquiry,
i don’t think one gay act with a male makes one gay.
so many “gay for pay” males out here.
everyone is experimenting out in these forests.
he has to question his integrity tho.
if someone wants something bad enough,
they’ll sell their soul to get it.
that’s how i kinda view some males who get into frats.
they went above and beyond humiliation,
did things that went against their beliefs,
just to be in an organization after.
something to think about.
lowkey: now if you had to ask me to fuck my line leader,
who happened to look like:
i’ll be taking that whole wood.
article cc: mto
This Letter Gives A New Meaning To “Take The Wood” (Fraternity)
Jamari Fox