inside jamari fox
inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
“her choices in “friends” are unfortunately a reflection of her own issues.”
that is what a foxholer told me today.
there is truth in it.
a lot of it actually.
as i speak to mi,
she is opening up more about what happened that night.
so about “those friends” of hers…
…and sidebar,
it’s funny how these are the same friends that had a lot to say about me.
so when i spoke to mi today,
she told me how she spoke to her friend she was staying at.
the one who texted me,
trying to make me feel bad about my decision on kicking mi out.
well ain’t it funny…
that same friend,
and her friends,
taped mi during her suicide attempt
yup.
due to their 24 hour feeds,
all evidence is gone.
mi feels violated.that part made me feel sad.
those who you consider your friends could potentially violate.
an incident that was so serious could have went viral on social media.
“look at this vixen about to kill herself!
worrrllldddstarrrr…”
the she-hyena friend said she didn’t actually tape mi.
“they did”
…while letting mi know that she won’t be staying there anymore.
so once mi leaves that hospital,
she is pretty much homeless.
you gotta be careful who you surround yourself with.
i’m content with the little friends i have.
i just spoke to mi’s doctor as i was writing this.
he told me he sees she has a real problem.
she has been fighting to leave,
but he thinks she needs to be there longer.
i gave them the okay.
he said she is on meds and is getting clearer.
this is the only way she will make it.
lowkey: i called one of her aunts and she gonna tell me…
“bi polar is the season.
they are diagnosing everyone with bi polar these days.
she is not bipolar:
needless to say,
i flipped the fuck out and the phone hung up.
this is not the season to piss me off.