inside jamari fox
inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
last night,
i went out with the pretty vixen and a wolf we both know.
i met them down the city at a happy hour spot.
at the end of the night,
the pretty vixen sent me a text saying:
“you attract a lot of dl everything”
i am starting to see it nowadays…
aside from getting looks from others,
the wolf we were chillin might be attracted to me.
he and i don’t talk as much,
but when we did,
he always did suspect things.
he would:
buy me random shit
give me money
always take pictures of me on the low
asked my opinion on songs with explicit sexual content
always want to chill/take me out
i think he is cute,
but he has a long term vixen.
one he isn’t sleeping with,
but they are in a relationship.
i never tried anything because after the saga that was ww,
i didn’t want to be wrong and embarrass myself again.
i felt stupid af with ww.
the pretty vixen picked up on the attraction between us last night tho.
the same shit with ww.
so i asked the pretty vixen why does she think i attract the wolves i do.
this is what she said via text today:
please excuse her use of the word,
“queen”.
she isn’t up on foxhole language.
by dl,
i mean someone whose is discreet as myself.
you can also be dl,
not sleep with vixens,
and stay under the radar.
i’m attracted to those types.
hell,
i’m attracted to a wolf who is bisexual as well.
is that wrong?
she continued on to say:
that’s it.
that’s what i don’t know how to do.
unless i meet you on a site,
the ones i meet in real life i stay in “platonic” mode.
they have always been my type and did suspect things,
but i try to stay neutral.
i do make everyone i come in contact with,
not just the dl,
comfortable with me tho.
random strangers will start telling me their business.
as always,
i keep their secrets to myself.
i’m always the “go to” when it comes to making someone safe.
Maybe I should be satisfied with that?
she ended with:
all the curious wolves,
most who were always my type,
ended up latching onto me.
they treated me like a crush who also had the crush on them.
you know when you like someone,
you are more prone to go above the line for them.
well we always have a connection that is usually strong.
ww still sniffs around too.
he isn’t consistent as he once was,
but he makes a one-two episode appearance in my life story line.
he still does suspect things,
but makes sure to mention his “girl”.
wth these types,
i feel sex can kill the connection.
they may just only feel comfortable doing what they do.
it’s like sleeping with your female bff.
it won’t be the same after.
Maybe it’s different with males?
i’ll meet someone who is my type soon.
i can feel it.