inside jamari fox
inside jamari fox - taking you real deep
today started off like any other day.
i woke up early,
got in on time,
and went straight to my desk.
i started finishing up on some work when i got an alert.
the alert was that i had to meet with the hr manager at around 2.
i had a meeting that i also had to attend at like 12pm.
well…
i got laid off today.
“restructuring”
they offered me a severance.
my health insurance will be on for the rest of the month.
other than that,
i gave back my laptop and work supplies.
i left at 245pm.
i felt numb when i was getting the news.
i feel depressed now.
i’ve been in bed laying in the dark since i got in.
all i been asking God is:
“Why would you put me into a position to have it taken away after a month?”
i’m confused.
scared.
frustrated.
the ceo wolf sent me an email at 4pm.
he told me he was sorry it didn’t work,
but i can use him as a reference for life.
he was ooo.
i thought that was the nice part.
other ceo wolves wouldn’t have sent me anything or i’d have to reach out.
so jamari fox is unemployed once again.
What’s next?
i don’t even know.
lowkey: i don’t even know what to do anymore.
i don’t even know what to say.
i’m just…
here.